Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Lo how the mighty have fallen

So, someone on the NoR brings up "Big" gun collections, saying he doesn't know anyoen with more than about 10 or 15 guns... at which point those of us with a couple dozen mention to him that we know folks with hundreds.

Now I dont consider myself a serious gun collector by any stretch of the imagination. I buy guns for their utility, and their personal attraction and beauty; as well as their mechanical and engineering elegance. I DON'T buy guns because of their value or prsetige, and I definitely don't buy guns that I wont shoot.

Ok, if someone offered me a pre-war spencer, or an early henry for a steal, I'd buy it and not shoot it; but generally speaking I'm not buying for collector value.

To me, a gun should be shot until it can't shoot anymore.

Anyway, with that spoken, the state of my "collection" has fallen on some hard times of late.

Excluding some specific SHTF and emergency defense guns, which are stored and not part of the active collection; I was up to about 3 dozen at one point. As late as two years ago I was up to about 24 guns, and now I’m down to…

Oh lord this sucks…

Pistols:

1. Custom Springfield Champion
2. Custom S&W 625
3. Custom HK USP compact .45
4. Kahr K9
5. Ruger SP101
6. KelTec P3AT
7. Walther P22

Rifles:

1. Sporterized Springfield 1903a3
2. Hacked up SKS for truck gun duty
3. Marlin 880sq target .22

Shotguns:

1. Custom Mossberg 500 Knoxx sidewinder conversion

In the next few months, we plan on buying a couple more handguns and another shottie

1. Kimber Ultra CDP II
2. S&W 340pd
3. S&W 640
4. Kel-Tec PF9
5. 20 ga youth model pump for my wife

Note, these are all carry or personal defense guns; which we are buying to round out the personal defense options.

In the last year and a half I had to sell

1. Ruger Super Redhawk in .454
2. S&W 386P (7 shot titanium .357)
3. S&W 686P (7 shot stainless .357)
4. Custom Sig p229 with accessories (night sights, 6 mags, pouches, holsters, laser, 2 barrels)
5. Custom Glock 19 with accessories (night sights, 6 mags, pouches, holsters)
6. Custom Glock 21 with accessories (night sights, 4 mags, pouches, holsters, laser)
7. Custom Glock 36 with accessories (night sights, 5 mags with extension, holster)
8. HK USP compact .45 with accessories (I had 2)
9. FN Police shotgun

The following were stolen:

1. Bushmaster super light carbine, with custom free floated forend, collapsible stock, and an EOTech
2. Custom varmint AR with 24” 1-1/8” stainless barrel, and a 6-18x56 millet
3. Smith Enterprises bush length, tactical match, enhanced battle rifle (M14 EBR) in an original E2 stock, with a 6-18x56 burris

The following gun blew up:

1. AOW .22 pen gun

I can’t believe that right now I only have one 1911, and three .45s total. I have no real .357s (the SP101 is a .38 gun as far as I’m concerned) no .45 colt or .454, no .44, and no 10mm.

Plus I’ve only got 1 .22 pistol, and one .22 rifle.

Worst of all though, since my 2 ARs and M14 were stolen, I have no real battle rifles, or assault carbines.

I SERIOUSLY need to rebuild my collection. We need more guns dammit.

I absolutely must acquire more 1911s, including the aforementioned ultra compact model, and a full 5” gun… plus maybe another commander or two. And there is just no excuse for not having a real medium or large frame .357. And no big boomer handgun either.... and no companion carbine for any of them.

Worse, no battle rifles or real Milsurps either… GACK, gotta fix that ASAP

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Lord I do so Love my Wife

Basically because I'm an idiot

So I'm pretty well laid up in bed right now. I can hobble around, but I'm trying to stay off my feet as much as possible.

Anyway, after shooting for six hours on Satruday, I was a bit stiff; but OK. Then after dinner, my knee really started stiffening up. By the time I went to bed, I was pretty sore.

Of course, because I am an idiot, the next morning I decided that I was going to behave as if everything was just fine, and resume normal physical activity.

Big mistake on my part.

At breakfast I was stiff, and in pain, and didnt really want to walk. By noon I couldnt move my leg in any way that involved the knee, without severe pain.

Then I had to shoehorn myself into an airplane for two hours.

By the time we got back home, my knee didn't want to support my weight; and I've been hobbling around as little as possible since; basically because I am an idiot.

Update: Just went out and bought a medical cane. At the fullest extension it is just long enough for me; but it helps... a lot. Also I need to buy a new knee brace. I can't find my old one, and it probably wouldn't fit anyway.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

crash time

Back from Reno. Posting will resume in morning. Must sleep now.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Hours and hours of shooty goodness

So we're jsut back from shooting, after putting about 750 rounds downrange.

We went got out there around 10am, and left the range right at 4, so a solid six hours of shooting fun were had by all; excepting our late arrivals, Og the Neanderpundit, and the guys from Ride Fast Shoot Straight.

Now its off to dinner; for another round of prime rib (no, it's not possible to get enough prime rib).

A full report on the day, with pictures; will be forthcoming either late tonight, or tomorrow morning.

Gunblogger Status Report

Well, we got in OK last night, and met (or met again) everybody; which was great. We went and had a truly excellent prime rib dinner with Joe Huffman, which I topped off with Bananas Foster (Joe was much more reasonable in his food choices).

It didnt seem like that long, but Joe and I pretty much spent 2 hours talking about guns, explosives, and civil rights issues (we've both been screwed over on first and second amendment issues) while JohnOC and Mel looked on in tolerant amusement; then back up to the hospitality room for jawing with the rest of the guys.

Actually not ENTIRELY guys, several of us have brought our wives; but I dont think any distaff gunbloggers have showed up.

Anyway, we woke up to these views, not bad:





Those are from are perfectly nice room, with a WAAAAY too soft bed. Oh and MAN I never noticed how bad the barrel distortion was on my point and shoot.

Now, it's off to the range for boomsticky goodness.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

The Arizona Gubernatorial Debate

Oooh boy...

I suspect not a lot of my readers watched them; or even a lot of Arizona residents for that matter; which is too bad, because they were VERY interesting.

There were three candidates presented: Incumbent governor Janet Napolitano, and challengers Republican Len Munsil, and Libertarian Barry Hess.

Now, I'm a libertarian myself (small "l". I was once a party member but I have.. issues with the party); but generally I'm not impressed with Libertarian (big "L") candidates. They unfortunately tend to be whack jobs.

If I were going solely on what I heard during this debate, there would be no question in my mind that Barry Hess would be the best possible choice among serious candidates for governor. His response to the school safety question was "we have created victim disarmament zones in our schools, and we have to change that".

That says a hell of a lot about a guy; and his philosophy on just about everything follows from there.

Only one problem, Barry Hess believes that the government is responsible for 9/11.

Actually, it seems a lot of Libertarians do. Somehow they believe that the government is totally incompetent at everything, except giant conspiracies involving thousands of people to cover up the greatest single act of undeclared war in history.

Anyway, that puts Hess right out for my support.

Obviously I'm not a fan of Napolitano; though I'll say she hasn't done a horrible job as governor, that's mostly because we have a kick ass state legislature. Really I think her whole philosophy is just wrong. Plus, I hate her complete lack of ACTUAL action on the border, crime, or immigration issue; combines with her opportunism on the subject...

Yeah there's just a bad taste there.

Now Munsil, he has a lot of generically good ideas, a few bad ones... basically your run of the mill republican.

The thing is, he didn't really talk about any real ideas. His whole appearance was pretty much "I agree with most of what the Libertarian over there says, Janet Napolitano really sucks, and I'M NOT NAPOLITANO"

Seriously, I think Munsil will be a good governor; and I think he's going to win; but could you get any more generic? I mean take a look at these:
A Conservative Reform Agenda
The First 100 Days

1. Secure Borders
1. Immediate deployment of significant National Guard resources
2. Creation of Arizona Border Patrol as a unit of DPS
3. Deployment of state of the art technology
4. Employer sanctions

2. Improve Education
1. Reward excellent teachers with excellent pay
2. Expand parental choice through tax credits and vouchers
3. Eliminate funding inequities and other barriers to expanding charter school options
4. Establishing safe schools and supporting discipline in the classroom

3. Reduce Crime
1. Enact pay raises for law enforcement officers that will attract quality applicants for unfilled positions
2. “One Strike You’re Out” – life sentence for those who sexually violate children
3. Appoint conservative judges who will protect the rights of victims
4. Increase sentences for meth distribution, repeat and violent offenders

4. Cut Taxes and Wasteful Spending
1. Phase out state income tax over 10 years with annual 10 percent rate reduction
2. Permanently eliminate state portion of property tax
3. Review all state spending for justification and efficiency
4. Eliminate property tax for low-income seniors

5. Protect Children and Families
1. Provide beds and short-term shelter for every woman and child seeking crisis intervention from domestic violence or sexual abuse
2. Separate CPS into its own department and elevate director to cabinet-level position with daily accountability for progress
3. Crack down on Internet child pornography
4. Strengthen parental consent laws for abortion on children

6. Reform Government and Stop Politics as Usual
1. Open Books Initiative -- Implement legislative oversight of non-custodial federal funds
2. Approve tort reform that will lower health care costs
3. Stop eminent domain abuse
4. Protect rights of gun owners during time of emergency
Sooo basically the republican talking points memo. Yeah, great. Another one, not quite as bad as the other one.

Dammit, I wish y'all had heard Hess... if only he weren't a frikken nutjob.

Fookin Brilliant

Woo Hoo

As of this morning, I'm under 400lbs.

Or rather, I was at 402.6 after having just drunk 50oz of water, so my measured weight was about 399.2 ; and I know from experimentation that I'm retaining about 8lbs of excess water right now (I took some diuretics down to the point where I was no longer showing signs of water retention, but wasn't dehydrated. Then I "gained" 8 lbs overnight from just water).

So, I'd guess my actual, non sponged up weight, is around 390-392; down from 415 (and I wasn't retaining the water at 415).

Let's call it 23lbs.

Not bad for less than 4 weeks.

Jesus, how did I miss this?

The Sky Is Cryin
-Traditional (poss. Elmore James), as arranged by Stevie Ray Vaughan

The sky is cryin....cant you see the tears roll down the street
The sky is cryin....cant you see the tears roll down the street
Ive been looking for my baby
And I wonder where can she be

I saw my baby early one morning....she was walking on down the street
I saw my baby early this morning....she was walking on down the street
You know it hurt me, hurt me so bad
Made my poor heart skip a beat

Ive got a real real real real bad feelin
That my baby she dont love me no more
Ive got a real real bad feelin that my baby dont love me no more
You know the sky, the skys been cryin
Can you see the tears roll down my nose

Stevie Ray Vaughan, born Oct. 3rd, 1954, died August 27th, 1990.

God Bless you SRV.

A great deal on a custom gun

So since we've all been talking about custom 1911 buildups; someone directed me over to Caspians Specials page; where right now they have a pretty damn good deal going.



The extreme recon package, for $575 plus $75 for the barrel retail, looks like a GREAT deal for a buildup if you want a railed gun.

$650 gets you a fully machined and matched frame and slide, bull barrel, firing pin and stop, extended ejector, grip safety, and an external extractor.

At that point all you need are the following

1. A good quality firecontrol set (hammer, sear, disconnector, trigger) plus safety and slide stop appx. $110 for non-name parts
2. Grips,bushings, screws, $40 and up
3. A plunger tube, mag release, hammer strut, pins etc.. another $50
4. A guide rod, reverse plug, mainspring housing, and springs, about $100 if you want a magwell
5. Sights, at $150 for Novak LowMount tritiums or $100 for most other decent sights.

If you can even get $100 off that buying wholesale (and you should be able to get more than that), you are talking about a steal.

That’s a serious pistol, no machine work required (except final fitting), for just about $1100, even at retail. Upgrade the parts a bit to name components, and you’re only talking about another $150, for drastically increased resale value.

$1250 for a pistol of that quality, is a damned good bargain.

Hell, I might do that, just for the hell of it. I wonder what my FFL will charge me to buy the frame from Caspian. I’m a gun club member, they usually charge me cost plus $25; but if they don't already have a relationship with Caspian they'll charge me retail.

Man, I miss working for a gun store, where I didn't have to worry about not having an FFL or setting up accounts with my parts suppliers.

The thing is, I'm only really building a gun or so a year, so for the most part I don't need it for what I do; and the hassles involved are considerable. The problem is, the one gun a year I want to build may jsut be worth it.

If I were building an AR and a 1911 a year, having the FFL would be worth it; and I was planning on doing jsut that as of last year; but I decided against it. Now I'm thinking about it again.

Bah, this is getting expensive jsut thinking about it.

The four motivations

At core, there are really only four motivations in this world:
  • Preservation
  • Procreation
  • Power
  • Profit
Forget about Maslows Hierarchy of needs (self actualization? Please...) when it boils right down to it the four P's are it.

Preservation covers self preservation, life preseravtion, societal and social preservation, and even part of the procreation urge. Procreation... well let's include other lusts in that as well; is self explanatory.

Now, power and profit...

The study of economics is so important, because economics govern both power relationships, and profit relationships; in that economics isn't the study of money, but the study of cost (of all kinds, financial is only one of them), incentive (and dis-incentive), result, and consequence.

Economics is all about profit and power; history is all about economics and psychology; and psychology is all about... yup, those motivations again.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

The Cost of a Custom Build

Reader Rich comments on "A Mans Tools"
I doubt if I could afford that much "bling."

But then we all have our hobbies.
Bling? Not hardly. The custom hand carved black ironwood grips I fit to JohnOCs' S&W 1911 last night are bling, in that their function is totally cosmetic (and yes, they are absolutely beautiful with the matte satin stainless and black hard parts on his gun); my modifications are with one (ok maybe two) exception not cosmetic.

Each of the modifications made to my Champion serves a useful purpose. Not only that; but a comparable full custom buildup from a reputable gunsmith would have run me at least $3500, and a production semi-custom gun at least $2500; whereas my total into this gun including the original acquisition cost of $800, is less than $1500.

Not that I deny the costs involved. Good custom guns aren't cheap; but I contend they aren't as expensive as people think. Or rather I should say they are costly, but not expensive; because you are getting good value for your money.

Now, I'm not saying anyone can do this, for this cost; there are several factors in my favor.

First, I chose a platform to start with, that had much of what I want in a custom gun already done to it (including a Nowlin match barrel, and a titanium firing pin; which current production Champions do not have). Had I chosen a more basic model like the Springfield Mil-Spec, the parts and labor cost of this buildup could have easily doubled.

For example, it would have been $600 to buy the gun, $250 to buy the sights, cut and fit two dovetails etc... and that's just on the sights. It would be another $300 to buy and fit the match bull barrel; and then another $300 or so in labor to do the custom machine work that the Champion starts out with, over and above a stock commander (though much of it IS included with the Mil-Spec, just not the GI .45; which is why I recommend the MilSpec as the ideal starting gun for a buildup project); for about $650 in additional cost over the Champion.

If I had chosen to build from a bare frame and slide, I would have had about $400 for the frame and slide, then faced another $300 in machining costs, $150 for the sights, $300 to buy and fit the barrel, and something like another $100-$150 in small parts not listed below (guide rod, recoil spring plug, plunger tube, firing pin and stop etc...) . That totals out to something like $1250-1300 to bring us up to the starting point of the Champion (which as I said cost $800), for an additional cost of $450-$500.

...which just goes to show you why those custom guns actually cost $3500
An aside: This should tell you something about the value inherent in Springfields guns (and to a lesser extent Kimber. They are slightly better guns, but they cost a lot more than "slightly more" money. I usually recommend people go for the Springer).

The Mil-Spec is about the best buildup gun you can buy, at around $600 retail (sometimes as low as $500).

The Springfield loaded line is the best deal in a factory gun there is, at around $900 retail (I got mine for $800) for 80% of all the custom parts and feature of a $2500 gun (an equivalent Kimber is about $200 more)

The TRP is the absolute best full production factory gun you can buy for... really any price, never mind the $1300-1500 it typically sells at; because I consider it comparable to the limited production run $2500 guns from famous custom and semi-custom makers.

The Professional model is in every way as good as a $3500 Wilson, for less than $2500 (and in fact uses many Wilson parts).
Second, I am actually qualified to be a gunsmith. I've had some professional training, as well as having done dozens of trigger jobs, melt jobs, refinishes, basic machine work etc... and I've finished several frames from the rough (it's worth it as a hobby, but not as a means of making cheap guns, trust me). I also have the tools necessary to do so, which aren't exactly a small expense.

Finally, I do get most of my parts at wholesale prices (so can anyone else with their own business by applying for merchant discounts from Brownells, Numrich etc...); which saves me a fair bit (about anywhere from 15-30% on parts).

So yes my buildup was cheaper than most folks would be; by probably $150 on the parts costs, and I was able to use my own labor for a lot of things.

Anyway, let's break it down:
1. Ramped and polished Nowlin match bull barrel, with a fully supported chamber
- (Inc. in cost of gun plus $280 labor for additional fit and polish, plus my labor)

2. Titanium firing pin
- (Inc. in cost of gun)

3. Yost Bonitz Custom Ignition System (sear, hammer, disconnector), 4# pull
- ($110 parts, plus inc. in $280 labor, plus my labor)

4. Ed Brown, ultra short, ultra light, adjustable trigger
- ($30 parts plus inc. in $280 labor, plus my labor)

5. Tuned Ed Brown Hardcore extractor
- ($30 parts, plus inc. in $280 labor, plus my labor)

6. Tuned Ed Brown Hardcore ejector
- ($25 plus my labor)

7. Dual captured recoil system (Wolff 24# primary spring and 8# secondary)
- (inc. in gun, plus $20 parts, plus my labor)

8. Full wolff spring set (main, sear, firing pin, plunger)
- ($25 plus my labor)

9. Tightened and trued frame and slide rails
- (Inc. in $280 labor)

10. Smith and Alexander Checkered arched mainspring housing
- ($50 plus my labor)

11. Smith and Alexander magwell, hand blended into the frame
- (Inc. in $50 above plus my labor)

12. Lowered and flared ejection port
- (Inc. in price of gun)

13. Lowered, extended, and thinned Wilson safety
- ($30 plus my labor)

14. Lowered, extended, and thinned Wilson slide stop
- ($30 plus my labor)

15. Mild dehorning and edge breaking
- (Inc. in $280 labor, plus my labor)

16. Slide and frame flats trued, polished, and brushed; the rest bead blasted
- (Inc. in $280 labor plus my labor)

17. Recessed angle cut muzzle crown
- (Inc. in cost of gun)

18. Novak lo-profile combat sights with tritium inserts.
- (Inc. in cost of gun)

19. Wilson mags (47d) with steel ultrathin base plates
- (Not counted against price of gun)

20. Wraparound hogue finger groove grips, with torx head grip screws
- ($30)
So, that works out to $280 for Ted Yosts labor, plus $390 for the parts that weren't actually included in the gun (it'd be about another $150 to replace the rest of the parts and $150 for the sights), plus $800 for the gun (plus tax, but let's not count that since it varies from state to state), and we have a grand total of ... $1470 (or if we paid full retail price on the parts, $1620), for a gun that would easily cost $2500 even as a semi-production gun like one of the Ed Brown or Wilson production customs; or $3500 as a full custom gun.

Now admitedly, that assumes I went directly to this configuration (and I didn't, there have been several rounds of fitting, and replacing parts that either I didn't like, or didnt work as well as I'd hoped), and doesn't include any value for my labor, which is not inconsiderable.

I would estimate that my labor on the gun, presuming I were going to arrive directly at the configuration listed above, would be something on the order of six hours. Presuming a shop rate of $70 an hour (the rate Yost gave me), thats another $420 added onto our build total, for a grand total of $1890, and still saving me a HUGE amount over the equivalent custom gun from Brown or Wilson.

If I went with a bare frame and slide to start with, it would have cost me about $500 more ($1300 for parts and machine work, minus $800 for the assembled gun), for a total of... gee looky here, somewhere around cost of a factory semi-custom, at about $2400; about half of which is the labor costs associated with it.

That's parts AT COST, no profit included there guys; and about 20 hours of labor (including machine work).

...And some people complain that the custom smiths are charging too much? Believe you me guys, what you are getting for your money is not only worth every penny, it's a bargain.

Of course, next time, I think I may just build my own frame up gun.

Why?

Because I want EVERY part, exactly as I want it; I want to use a titanium frame; and I want it in 10mm.

Assuming I do all the labor except the sight cuts and frame machining, and have Caspian do that, it's going to cost me $900 just on the frame and slide; but for that price I'll get a frame and slide I dont need to do any machine work on, except the final fitting.

$235 for the slide
$110 for the slide machining (sight cuts, chamfering, reverse plug)
$375 for the frame
$190 for the frame machining (beavertail, plunger tube, ramp cut, serial#, and hand fit to slide)
$150 for the sights
$220 for a Bar-Sto match bull barrel ($60-80 less for a Nowlin or Kart, which are just as good)
$540 for the hard parts, springs, grips etc... (that's assuming the best quality of everything)

That's $1820 right there, before taking into account any value I'd assign to my own labor.
I'd guess the fitting, finishing, and assembly work is probably something on the order of 12 hours. If we said my time was worth $70 an hour as before, thats another $840 for a grand total of... hey wait a sec, that about $2660, pretty close to that $2500 factory semi-custom job number again.

It would be about $200 less if it were just a stainless frame instead of titanium, and $150 more if you bought the parts at retail instead of wholesale prices for a total of maybe $2450-2650 for a stainless gun that you had built and fit for you. Again, right in the range of the factory semi-customs.

Of course that's assuming you get $70 an hour and it only takes 12 hours. Like I said, there's about 20 hours of labor into my Champion if you include the extra machine and finishing work.

Again, it's usually around $2500 for a semi-custom and $3500 for a full custom gun from a major custom smith like Wilson or Ed Brown.

Think maybe some of those prices are justified now? Expensive means you are paying a lot for what you are getting; I say you are getting a lot for what you are paying.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

A Mans Tools

Should fit his hand, and his preferences. There is no greater aid to the job at hand, than a perfectl fitted, and suited tool. There is no worse hinderance than inadequate, poorly fitted, or poorly suited tools.

In "Marshmallow Imitating Metal" I spoke of my custom commander length 1911; a gun that started life as an early production Springfield Champion, and which has since been built up by Ted Yost, and myself, into an almost perfect tool for the job; which is defending my life, and the lives of my friends and family.

This is my Champion today:



and the other side:



Please excuse the over exposure; with my current camera it either overexposes the stainless, or I have to set up the tripod so I can snap it with no flash; and my tripod broke.

Anyway, this is what's been done to it compared to a basic Commander:
1. Ramped and polished Nowlin match bull barrel, with a fully supported chamber
2. Titanium firing pin
3. Yost Bonitz Custom Ignition System (sear, hammer, disconnector), 4# pull
4. Ed Brown, ultra short, ultra light, adjustable trigger
5. Tuned Ed Brown Hardcore extractor
6. Tuned Ed Brown Hardcore ejector
7. Dual captured recoil system (Wolff 24# primary spring and 8# secondary)
8. Full wolff spring set (main, sear, firing pin, plunger)
9. Tightened and trued frame and slide rails
10. Smith and Alexander Checkered arched mainspring housing
11. Smith and Alexander magwell, hand blended into the frame
12. Lowered and flared ejection port
13. Lowered, extended, and thinned Wilson safety
14. Lowered, extended, and thinned Wilson slide stop
15. Mild dehorning and edge breaking
16. Slide and frame flats trued, polished,and brushed (the rounds are bead blasted)
17. Recessed angle cut muzzle crown
18. Novak lo-profile combat sights with tritium inserts.
19. Wilson mags (47d) with steel ultrathin base plates
20. Wraparound hogue finger groove grips, with torx head grip screws
I say almost, because perfect would have an Ed Brown wedge mainspring housing with integrated mag well (they never made one), a titanium frame, and a nearly indestructible matte black finish; but other than that, it is perfect for me.

In this pick you can see where I chamferred and buffed out the beavertail to better fit the Yost Hammer, and the Wilson and Ed Brown bits, as well as a not very good angle on the blending of the magwell with the frame:



and the other side:




The blending job is better than it looks on camera, but I'm not 100% satisfied.



and the other side:




I think I'm going to smooth out the blend a bit more. Then I think I'm going to smooth over the whole gun; and send it off to Walt Birdsong for a Black-T finish over the stainless.

No, it's not really necessary; but I LIKE Black-T; and I don't particularly care for concealing a shiny gun.

Also, though I love the hogues; they don't fit in well with the magwell. So, I'm thinking of a pair of custom, dark figured, wood grips; cut to fit flush with the magwell, and incorpoating a mild palm swell, and the wraparound rubber finger grooves that fit under wooden grip panels.

Will I ever stop tinkering with it? Yeah, when it's done and not a moment before.

Welcome and congratulations!

On September 26th two new little boys entered the world, born to friends in Hawaii. So to Adam and Christopher, welcome! For Chris and Lani, congratulations on your gorgeous (and healthy) twin boys!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Gemar Chatima Tovah

L'Shana tovah tikatayvu

Achim Shalom

Today is Yom Kippur, the day of atonement, and the highest of the high holy days celebrating the Jewish new year.

On this day, Jews seek to atone for their sins to god, for all that weighs upon their soul.

I am a catholic man, but I am unable to seek confession, reconciliation, and absolution; as I have sinned, and do not sincerely repent all my sins. I have many things which weigh upon my soul, and some day I hope I may be absolved of them.

I may not obtain absolution; however, I may grant my forgiveness to others.

As one does not go before god for absolution with un-repented sin upon ones soul; one does not seek absolution from god on the day of atonement, without first seeking forgiveness from their fellow man.

To all those who justly seek forgiveness from me; I forgive.

To all that I have given unjustified offense; I ask forgiveness.

Peace my brothers.